About My Best Friend:
Thursday 14 February 2008
My hubby, although not perfect, is truly very nearly so. We've been married a little over five years now and while there are so many things I admire and am grateful for when it comes to my hubby/best friend, I believe the one I most admire and appreciate is this: Without exception, I KNOW that my husband will always consider my feelings and thoughts on any and all matters, and will ultimately do what is best.
I am a very strong person with definite opinions and reasons for them (as is my husband) and due to my childhood, trust does not come easily for me. Trusting my husband is a choice I make. He, in turn, has and is teaching me the true meaning of the word trust. Trust is not obedience; It is choosing to communicate even when you don't "feel" like it or may not feel that you even know how. It is choosing to give yourself to your spouse and allowing him to care for and protect you in every way.
Sometimes I have to laugh to myself --even aloud at times. My childhood looked perfect to outsiders, and while there were aspects that were wonderful there were numerous times that I experienced physical or mental abuse. Which is something that God does not condone. There were numerous times when I experienced being told I would never amount to "anything" and my dreams and my talents were ridiculed. Being naturally strong, I did make "something" of myself prior to meeting my husband. However, I "filed" so many of my dreams in the proverbial "for someone else/that's not me/I can't and I'm not interested" files. And wouldn't you know that these are the very dreams in which my husband is naturally the strongest! Oh, and did I mention that my hubby likes to do everything together? He actually wants me to be a part of every aspect of his life! Which, of course, means I have to choose to let go of some life long held positions, dig down deep through all the pain and patterns of self-sabotaging and reclaim, explore, and rediscover the dreams of my childhood. This is not an easy journey but is a freeing and rewarding one.
Thank you My Love for loving me with a perfect love. Thank you for being my best friend. Thank you for truly protecting me in every way! Thank you for helping me to reclaim what is rightfully mine.
I love you!